What If You're The Reason?

I used to think this love was real
Now I don't know how to feel
The voices inside my head
They want you out my bed

But you're up there too
Somehow controlling what I do
You've got a hold on me and I don't know why
Cause most of the time I wanna die

And yes it's true
That I've got you
But that's all I've got left
Love isn't enough to avoid death

But that's the thing shouldn't it be
A love so strong it sets you free?
Yet I feel caged, yes, I feel trapped
The problem is though I'm fucking tapped

If I don't understand me, then how can you?
I'm scared of what I'm going to do
You've got a hold on me and I wanna know why
What if you're the reason I wanna die?

And yes it's true
That I've got you
But that's all I've got left
Love isn't enough to avoid death

It's the end, the time has come
To say goodbye, cause I am done
It's the end, the time has come
To say goodbye, cause I am done
Love isn't enough to avoid death

Attention Aggression Pulsations

Why is life so hard to face
You're beaten down, called a disgrace
All they do is take, take, take
Slam your foot down on the brake
Slow the world down, to a stop
We'll sit together and watch it rot
Why should I fucking lie
I tell you now the world wants to die

All I hear is screaming
Over and over, again and again
This isn't suicide
It's a scream for attention
Aggression, pulsations, running through my
Attention, aggression, pulsations
Running through my brain

We could make the world go really fast
A blur of what we called the past
The world is doomed to repeat itself
Only damaging it's finite health
Your life's a tricky dangerous one
But that's the basis of this song
Cause now its my fucking turn
I'm telling you know the world's gonna burn

All I hear is screaming
Over and over, again and again
This isn't suicide
It's a scream for attention
Aggression, pulsations, running through my
Attention, aggression, pulsations
Running through my brain

Aggression, pulsations, running through my
(You're the reason, you're the reason why)
Pulsations running through my brain
Shut the fuck up you're driving me insane
There's nothing else I can do
So fuck you, yes world, you

Bring Myself To Say

I wander the streets at night
Looking for nothing (looking for nothing)
I wander the streets at night
Just hoping for something (hoping for something)
Then I see a different kind of light
One I haven't seen before on these cold, cold nights

I'm looking out across the way
Thinking bout what I'm gonna do today
Yeah, I'm looking out across the way
And all I ever bring myself to say is
Whoa oh owo oh whoa oh owo (x4)

Now I wander the streets at night
Knowing there's something (knowing there's something)
I wander the streets at night
Looking for one thing (looking for one thing)
I'm searching for that kind of light
I know I've seen it before on a cold, cold night

I'm searching for a different way
People keep telling me what I'm gonna do today
Yeah, I'm searching for a different way
But all I ever hear them say is
Whoa oh owo oh whoa oh owo (x4)

Cause I wander the streets at night
Hoping for something (hoping for something)
Yeah I wander the streets at night
Now feeling there's nothing (feeling there's nothing)
I was searching for that kind of light
I swear I've seen it before on a cold, cold night

I was looking out for a different way
Realised what I've gotta do today
I' was looking out for a different way
Yet all I can seem to say is
Whoa oh owo oh whoa oh owo (x4)

I'm looking out across the way
Thinking bout what I'm gonna do today
Yeah, I'm looking out across the way
And all I ever bring myself to say is
Whoa oh owo oh whoa oh owo (x6)

Defiance

In silence make a start
To the unlocking of my heart
You hold the key to my mind
But without my heart you are blind

You've corrupted our weak minds
But you'll never steal our hearts
Our hearts speak what is true
You should have known this from the start
You tried to hard to take us
Oh cant you see what you have done
Our lives are ours for living
This battle has been won

You believed you could
You always thought you should
But can you hear the noise
And my defiant voice
You believed you could
You always thought you should
But can you hear the noise
And my defiant voice

You've corrupted our weak minds
But you'll never steal our hearts
Our hearts speak what is true
You should have known this from the start
You tried to hard to take us
Oh cant you see what you have done
Our lives are ours for living
This battle has been won

You preached your dirty lies
And sent out your wicked spies
Now I'll fucking weep
Cause we followed you like sheep
Into the fiery depths of hell
Where I will scream and I will yell
I should have known from the start
That you would try to steal my heart

You've corrupted our weak minds
But you'll never steal our hearts
Our hearts speak what is true
You should have known this from the start
You tried to hard to take us
Oh cant you see what you have done
Our lives are ours for living
This battle has been won

Apocalyptic Smile

She don't believe in God
So she don't believe in hell
She was an angel before
Before she fell

Now she's crawling away
With her face in the ground
And its time she sees
Shes got to turn her life around
Turn your life around (x4)
It's time she sees
She's got to turn her life around
So turn your life around now

She's a girl living in denial
She's a girl with an apocalyptic smile
She thinks she can get away this time
But I bet she can't you know

Now she's crawling away
With her face in the ground
And its time she sees
Shes got to turn her life around
Turn your life around (x4)
It's time she sees
She's got to turn her life around
So turn your life around now

I'm a man living in denial
In love with the apocalyptic smile
I think she could be mine
She can't you know

Unless I turn my life around (x4)
It's to hard for her to try
To turn to hell and say goodbye
So i'll turn my life around
Until I fit in underground

Warning Light

Warning light flashing through my brain
Warning light driving me insane
Warning light flashing round my head
Gonna flash till the day I'm dead

Flashing on and off every night and day
Met a man who told me that's how it'll stay
Cause he'd seen things the same as me
But the light tampered with his memory

Warning light flashing through my brain
Warning light driving me insane
Warning light flashing round my head
Gonna flash till the day I'm dead

Maybe that day will come soon
Until then the light consumes
Every single fucking breath I take
The light makes me think is a mistake

Warning light flashing through my brain
Warning light driving me insane
Warning light flashing round my head
Gonna flash till the day I'm dead

If I take my life it'll go away
But then I'll not see another day
The light insides leaving me withdrawn
I'll make it stop tomorrow at dawn

Warning light flashing through my brain
Warning light driving me insane
Warning light flashing round my head
Gonna flash till the day I'm dead

I'll Always Hold A Gun

And it's hard to smile
When you're dead on the inside
But I'll try anyway
Cause tomorrow's a new day
I've tried so many times before
A fake smile is a massive flaw
So I'll wear this frown
Like a fucking crown

Yeah I'll sit in the winter sun
And do what I can
But I'll always hold a gun
And pull the trigger on demand

Cause it's times like these
Well I just feel like giving in
And there's nothing you can do
So don't try to begin
You don't know whats inside my head
Yet neither do I
You claim there's such a thing as help
It'll help me if I die

Yeah I'll sit in the winter sun
And do what I can
But I'll always hold a gun
And pull the trigger on demand

I guess the major thing is I'm still here
Or at least a distant echo filled with fear
I'm sure there's still traces if you search deep down
But on one ever looks beyond my crown
Yes it's hard to smile
When you're dead on the inside
And I just give up anyway
Tomorrow's just the same shit on a different day

The Mask Of Religion

If religion is a mask all men seem to wear
Will I find a place where no one seems to care
But maybe there's a God after all
Or just an excuse for our downfall

If there's a God watching over us
He'd take time to see
If there's a God watching over us
He'd let us be free
He'd let us be
Free to be who we want
Free to do what we need
Free to be you and me
Me and you could be free

If only this mask could be found
And buried deep underground
Perhaps then we'd all see
All of mankind can be free

If there's a God watching over us
He'd take time to see
If there's a God watching over us
He'd let us be free
He'd let us be
Free to be who we want
Free to do what we need
Free to be you and me
Me and you could be free

But religion is a mask mankind must always wear
It's only in the past where no one seems to care
Because if there's a God watching over us
He'd take time to see and he'd let us be free

If there's a God watching over us
He'd take time to see
If there's a God watching over us
He'd let us be free
He'd let us be
Free to be who we want
Free to do what we need
Free to be you and me
Me and you could be free

Take off your mask and you'll be free
Free to be you and ne