Monday, 1 February 2016

TTFBS

All I wanna do is talk, talk, talk
But I can't seem to speak, speak, speak
And you only talk that fucking bullshit to me
Talk, talk, talk
Speak, speak, speak
That fucking bullshit to me

You'll be talking about some random occurrence that happened to you today
I'll try to give some input but I won't know what to say
You look at me as if asking 'What the fuck is wrong?'
I'll slowly start to realise you were talking bullshit all along

I'll try to remember our past conversations but nothings standing out to me
As if maybe
They just didn't happen

Now you'll be screaming in my ear
About the bullshit I didn't hear
Something about a day or a year
Before we know it, night will be here

When all I wanna do is talk, talk, talk
But never get to speak, speak, speak
Whilst you talk that fucking bullshit to me
Talk, talk, talk
Speak, speak, speak
That fucking bullshit to me

I'll try to think of Future conversations
But nothings coming to me
As if maybe
They'll just never happen

I know I can't talk, talk, talk
But I love it when you speak, speak, speak
I just wanna hear you talk that fucking bullshit to me
But maybe
It'll just never happen

Sunday, 17 January 2016

She Says

All she ever says is we've all seen better days
And nothing can change that now
So lets move on with our lives, no more secrets, no more lies
Nothing can change that now

And she'll take me by the hand and she'll walk me down the road
She says its our last stand and we don't know where to go
She'll look at me and smile with a teardrop in her eye
Ill say only one more mile, there's no need to cry

All she ever says is we've all seen better days
And nothing can change that now
So lets move on with our lives, no more secrets, no more lies
Nothing can change that now

She'll turn to me and whisper a secret in my ear
I'll lean in to kiss her and hope she never disappears
There's a tear rolling down her face as she says goodbye
We've come to the place that makes our love die

All she ever says is we've all seen better days
And nothing can change that now
So lets move on with our lives, no more secrets, no more lies
Nothing can change that now

And ill take her by the hand and lead her down the road
I'll say it cant be our last stand cause I know where to go
She turns to me and says we've all seen better days
Promise me no more lies and that we'll never change

Thursday, 5 November 2015

Problems

We were inseparable for all this time
But you've got your problems and I've got mine
They get in the way, change you and me
And now we act different to how we used to be

Deep at our core, we're almost the same
Which is why we drive each other insane
It's just a matter of sorting ourselves out
And to stop putting our friendship in doubt

We're heading down different paths it seems
But we have the same mindset, the same kinda dreams
We're too much alike to ever stop being friends
We fuck each other over but then make amends

Deep at our core, we're almost the same
Which is why we drive each other insane
It's just a matter of sorting ourselves out
And to stop putting our friendship in doubt

I guess all I'm trying to really say
I'd that I'm sorry me and you have turned out this way
We don't deserve the shit that we're going through
But let's not make it any worse, you help me and I'll help you

Deep at our core, we're almost the same
Which is why we drive each other insane
It's just a matter of sorting ourselves out
And to stop putting our friendship in doubt

Saturday, 15 August 2015

Enjoy The Silence

I know you love me but I can't see why
I try to ask but I just start to cry
I'll say sorry for being a whiney fuck
You'll lean in to kiss me and tell me to shut up

I'll lie there and I won't feel a thing
You'll lie there and start to sing
I can't let go, not for one minute
I hate my head when I'm so lost in it

Cause your voice will always be my guide
For when I'm lost on the inside
Cause your voice will always be my guide
For when I'm lost on the inside

I need some air, so we go for a walk
We enjoy the silence, no need to talk
And I hope she knows how I feel inside
But I can't show love and I've really tried

So you'll lay me down and I won't feel a thing
And you'll lay down and start to sing

Cause your voice will always be my guide
For when I'm lost on the inside
And I'll love you more every single day
But you don't know that and I can't bring myself to say

Sunday, 2 August 2015

Secret Reason to Smile

It hurts me more than she can ever know
But it seems there's just no letting go
I'm her secret reason to smile
That's how I've been living for a while

I know this is wrong
I can't take it anymore
So I'll say that I'm sorry
And you'll ask me "what for?"
"I'm sorry about the two of us
I should have told you before"

It hurts me more than you can know
So I ask you please just let go
I'll tell you now, we're both living in denial
If you think that I can be a reason to smile

I know this is wrong
I can't take it anymore
So I'll say that I'm sorry
And you'll ask me "what for?"
"I'm sorry about the two of us
I should have told you before"

I'm just another lover
No different from before
But I just can't help but feeling
That we could be something more
But every single part of me
Tells me that it's wrong
I think I've been a secret now
For far too long

Monday, 6 April 2015

Phosphenes

I just need a day or two to be alone
Need a couple of days without my phone
Can you hear me? I'm not leaving home
I don't wanna have to hear the world moan

I know I made plans but I'll just have to cancel
Yeah I know I made plans but they're too much to handle
I just wanna stay in bed all day
I just wanna sleep the day away

I can see the phosphenes from rubbing my eyes too long
Give it a couple of seconds and they'll soon be gone
I'll just lie back down, listen to a not so happy song
Cause you're right in that I'm always wrong

I know I made plans but I'll just have to cancel
I know I made plans but they're too much to handle
I just wanna stay in bed all day
I just wanna sleep the day away

Maybe tomorrow when I wake up
Alone and confused like a little lost pup
You'll call me and ask me what's up
I'll say I'm tired, that's all

Now I don't have any plans to cancel
I don't have anything to handle
I just stay in bed all day
And try to sleep my life away

Cup of Tea

I woke up about midday
You were hanging round, didn't know what to say
But you knew you were leaving, going at three
Told me you'd made me a cup of tea

You've moved on, doing things differently
I've not changed, still drinking my cup of tea

So I ate my toast and we talked it over
I drank my tea and felt more sober
We couldn't work it out so you left before three
Before I could offer you a cup of tea

You've moved on, doing things differently
I've not changed, still drinking my cup of tea

And now making tea just ain't the same
I still find myself calling your name
Telling you that our teas ready
For you to say you wanted coffee

Life's moved on, things move differently
A lot has changed, I don't even drink tea