Redamancy

Tossing and turning around in my bed
Racking the brains out my head
I've taken steps, yeah, I've been taking sides
But there's nowhere left to run and there's nowhere left to hide

All I ever hear are our brief conversations in passing
All I ever hear is how you loved yesterday
All I wanna ever tell you is how much I love you
But I just can't find the words to say

You're like a dream, I don't want to wake up from
But I'll wake up one day and you'll be gone
So I'm holding on to this moment, I'll never let it go
I think you know I love you but I don't know if it shows

All I ever hear are our brief conversations in passing
All I ever hear is how you loved yesterday
All I wanna ever tell you is how much I love you
But I just can't find the words to say

I'll think about the times before you and me
But the more I think about it, the harder it is to see
You're my my last thought before bed and the waking thought in my head

I'm holding on to this moment
I'm holding on to this moment
I'm holding on to this moment and I'll never let it go

Something comes to me
Something you used to say
About how all we are are exploding stars and we'll be black holes one day
Something comes to me
Something you used to say
About how all we are are exploding stars and we'll be black holes one day

I remember our brief conversations in passing
I remember why you loved yesterday
I'll tell you how much I love you
I've found the right the words to say
I've found the right the words

TTFBS

All I wanna do is talk, talk, talk
But I can't seem to speak, speak, speak
And you only talk that fucking bullshit to me
Talk, talk, talk
Speak, speak, speak
That fucking bullshit to me

You'll be talking about some random occurrence that happened to you today
I'll try to give some input but I won't know what to say
You look at me as if asking 'What the fuck is wrong?'
I'll slowly start to realise you were talking bullshit all along

I'll try to remember our past conversations but nothings standing out to me
As if maybe
They just didn't happen

Now you'll be screaming in my ear
About the bullshit I didn't hear
Something about a day or a year
Before we know it, night will be here

When all I wanna do is talk, talk, talk
But never get to speak, speak, speak
Whilst you talk that fucking bullshit to me
Talk, talk, talk
Speak, speak, speak
That fucking bullshit to me

I'll try to think of Future conversations
But nothings coming to me
As if maybe
They'll just never happen

I know I can't talk, talk, talk
But I love it when you speak, speak, speak
I just wanna hear you talk that fucking bullshit to me
But maybe
It'll just never happen