Enjoy The Silence

I know you love me but I can't see why
I try to ask but I just start to cry
I'll say sorry for being a whiney fuck
You'll lean in to kiss me and tell me to shut up

I'll lie there and I won't feel a thing
You'll lie there and start to sing
I can't let go, not for one minute
I hate my head when I'm so lost in it

Cause your voice will always be my guide
For when I'm lost on the inside
Cause your voice will always be my guide
For when I'm lost on the inside

I need some air, so we go for a walk
We enjoy the silence, no need to talk
And I hope she knows how I feel inside
But I can't show love and I've really tried

So you'll lay me down and I won't feel a thing
And you'll lay down and start to sing

Cause your voice will always be my guide
For when I'm lost on the inside
And I'll love you more every single day
But you don't know that and I can't bring myself to say

Secret Reason to Smile

It hurts me more than she can ever know
But it seems there's just no letting go
I'm her secret reason to smile
That's how I've been living for a while

I know this is wrong
I can't take it anymore
So I'll say that I'm sorry
And you'll ask me "what for?"
"I'm sorry about the two of us
I should have told you before"

It hurts me more than you can know
So I ask you please just let go
I'll tell you now, we're both living in denial
If you think that I can be a reason to smile

I know this is wrong
I can't take it anymore
So I'll say that I'm sorry
And you'll ask me "what for?"
"I'm sorry about the two of us
I should have told you before"

I'm just another lover
No different from before
But I just can't help but feeling
That we could be something more
But every single part of me
Tells me that it's wrong
I think I've been a secret now
For far too long